Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Friday, May 2, 2008

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

More layouts I did this year............






Some Layouts from earlier this year....





















































Layouts I've made earlier this year. I'm working on finishing my pregnancy album and my babys newborn album.



















































































Monday, April 28, 2008

Monday, May 21, 2007

Caught Myself Thinking- May 2007

Caught myself thinking
Might be lost in a moment
completely consumed
Where is my love song though?
Lost in a moment, but where are you?
I smile so you won't see
I laugh so you can't hear my heart beating so hard
I can't see clearly when you're around
You're the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
You can't tell, I can't breath when you smile at me
I keep wishing on stars, pennies, rainbows, anything
I'm looking for a reason not to leave
If you don't say whats on your mind
Give me a little more you
It's the little moments that count
Worry less and have more of these moments
I don't wanna spend my life waiting
So give me a reason to wait

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Words from early 2007

Words
Words can mean nothing
Or they can mean everything
Not hearing them can hurt us
Having to hear them can hurt us too
Certain words from certain people mean the world to us
Some words can shatter our world
Some words are misused frequently
Sometimes we use words lightly when they are big words
Sometimes we don't say the words we are feeling
Words can make you smile
Words can make you cry
Sometimes you can say words without speaking them
but sometimes you need to just say the words.

Monday, May 14, 2007

In My Dreams- Early 2007

In my dreams
Someone is there
To hold my hand
To give me hugs
To listen to me talk
To be supportive
To be open and honest
To kiss me in the morning
To walk beside me, not behind or in front of me
To say I love you when I need to hear it
To keep me sane
To make me go crazy at times :-)
To prove that there are good guys left
To laugh with
To share life with

Saturday, May 12, 2007

More from May 2007

It would make me smile.....


It would make me smile
To see your face everyday
To kiss your lips every night
To feel the heat of your body in my bed while I sleep
To reach out and hold your hand
To be able to understand each other without talking
To be the one who makes you laugh everyday
To give you a reason to smile each and every day
To make dinner together
To wrestle for the remote control on American Idol night
To sleep in late on Sunday mornings with you
To just sit beside each other reading good books
To go to Galveston for my first time with you
To have you check for 'bad guys' upstairs
To tell my deepest secrets to you
To be able to cry on your shoulder when something goes wrong
To be able to call you mine.
To know you know how much I love you.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Writings from May 2007

I Can't Think Of the Right Words to Say


Pulling at my heartstrings
You pull me one way
Then push me the other
You don't even realize
Or you don't even care
I would leap off anything
If you just asked
We made something together
But it will be mine alone
Forever I will be grateful for this gift
Unconditionally I love
Without expecting anything
But wanting everything
Dream big right?

Saturday, April 7, 2007

April 2007

Thinkin'


I've been thinking about you
Wondering where I stand
My heart is so full for you
Yet I keep it all inside
Locked away, saved for you
Hoping someday you'll want it
Hoping you will take me in your arms
Accept my love and love me back.
I'll keep that dream in my heart
Maybe someday I'll give up my dream
But for now my heart is too full

Friday, March 23, 2007

March 2007

Doesn't Matter


It doesn't matter what I do
Doesn't matter what I say
Doesn't matter how much I love
Doesn't matter that I care so much
Doesn't matter what I want
Doesn't matter that I'd give anything
I see that crystal clear
Tell me I'm wrong

Monday, March 19, 2007

Just from March 2007

Just


In general, human thought is interesting and so random at times. I wonder how sometimes people can think that there are endless supplies of things. Like friends. When you find a friend that you truly connect with, someone you can be friends with, don't let them go thinking there will be plenty of more, because there may not be. Like love. Do people truly think there are just plenty of people that can love them unconditionally and have a connection with? When you find love shouldn't you grab it and keep it so close to you and not let it go? There may never be another love like that. Trust me, I've thrown plenty away, mostly because it turned out not to be what I expected or wanted, but once or twice I have lost something special that I wish I hadn't lost because it has been almost impossible to find again. The more times my heart gets broken the more jaded I get. I get more and more picky and won't settle, which is actually making it harder and harder to find LOVE. I've always lived life thinking it won't last forever because it won't. You have to just give and give in order to receive, don't waste time thinking of all the bad stuff or the possibility that you are making a mistake, because life is full of mistakes and it's fine to make them, but you'll never know till you try.

Writings from March 2007

Soon


All I want is the wind in my hair
I wanna feel the cool ocean breeze
Feel the sand between my toes
Find peace and contentment
See the sunset on the water
Let my thoughts just float away
Get in the car and drive away
Into the night I will go
I'll hold your hand
And kiss your soft lips
Right on the shore
Like we are where we should be.