OCtober 2006

I reach out to you

And I look into your eyes

I see something there

Something more than I expected to see

I don't think you see anything

I think you're blind

I want more than you can give

you are unable to reach me

I look into your eyes and I know

Without you is where I am most of the time

Despite how I feel

You are not enough

You leave me wanting more

But you walk away

You keep me hanging

But for what reason?

You have no reason

I look into your eyes

And see something that is not there

For some reason I keep answering

When you call

You aren't around near enough to make anything

So just leave the pieces of me and fucking go

I don't need your part time relationship.

The rhythm of life is moving me away

I won't wait around while you do whatever

Either care enough to find me

Or get away from me.

Despite how I feel

I have to protect my self.

I pretend like I don't care

I say I won't be mad if I don't see you

I say I have plenty of people to hang out with

But it just tells me so much

It says it's nothing to you

So no matter what I see when

I look into your eyes

Goodbye


and......

No regrets my dear
I love how you feel in my arms
Sweating with no regrets
Tossing me around like you own me
Kissing me like you really care
Touching me like you want more and more
Doing what we do best together
No regrets, No reservation.
Just unbridled, unreserved passion