OCtober 2006

I reach out to you

And I look into your eyes

I see something there

Something more than I expected to see

I don't think you see anything

I think you're blind

I want more than you can give

you are unable to reach me

I look into your eyes and I know

Without you is where I am most of the time

Despite how I feel

You are not enough

You leave me wanting more

But you walk away

You keep me hanging

But for what reason?

You have no reason

I look into your eyes

And see something that is not there

For some reason I keep answering

When you call

You aren't around near enough to make anything

So just leave the pieces of me and fucking go

I don't need your part time relationship.

The rhythm of life is moving me away

I won't wait around while you do whatever

Either care enough to find me

Or get away from me.

Despite how I feel

I have to protect my self.

I pretend like I don't care

I say I won't be mad if I don't see you

I say I have plenty of people to hang out with

But it just tells me so much

It says it's nothing to you

So no matter what I see when

I look into your eyes

Goodbye


and......

No regrets my dear
I love how you feel in my arms
Sweating with no regrets
Tossing me around like you own me
Kissing me like you really care
Touching me like you want more and more
Doing what we do best together
No regrets, No reservation.
Just unbridled, unreserved passion

from September 2006

Love Is.....

a peace of mind

a strong emotional connection

an unpredictable force

an unrivalled chemistry

a soul completion

an unconditional caring

having faith in someone

an irresistable urge to be with someone

the little things in a relationship

understanding and supportive

loyalty and unwavering honesty

finding complete comfort in someone's presence

making each other better just because they are together

something you can see in their eyes

adoration

knowing their thoughts by the look in their eyes.

from August 2006

Thinking Again......

You give me an inch and I want a mile
You give me a moment and I want a lifetime
You give me a teaspoon and I want the ocean
You give me a glimpse and I want the whole sunset
You give me a piece and I want the whole pie
You give me a sensation and I want it all
You give me one night and I want every night.
You give me a moment of peace and I want to always have that peace.
You give me a smile and I want to give that to you.

The Story, Part 2, August 2006

Story, Part 2

Here I go again, slipping into my little black skirt, getting all pretty for him. I told myself I wouldn't do it again, but I'm irresistably drawn. So here I go again. I hop in my car and feel the wind again. When I get there it's already dark, everything is quiet. I walk up and slip in the door. And without a word we just grab each other and kiss like it's been the long week that it has been. And with all the pent up frustration and sexual energy we just tear each others clothes off and fall to the floor. Kissing and touching and pulling and pushing, lips and tongues and hands. Rolling around like it's our last night on earth, like we can't get enough. And then we both just lay there, satisfied and content for the moment. And after a while, I stand up, slip my skirt back on, and then dressed and ready to go, I kiss him softly, one more time. And then I walk away.......

from July 2006

Lookin'

Peace of mind
feeling comfortable
holding hands
soft touches
knowing looks
contentment
understanding
long thoughtful talks
making the most of time
enjoying the beautiful clouds
dancing in the rain
long drives
making memories
finding something in each other
making smiles constant
giving life a purpose
romance
passionate kisses
unstoppable chemistry
needing each other

April 2006

Feelings should be.....

strong
spontaneous
make you tremble at the slightest touch
make you just grin from ear to ear
irresistable
breath taking
passionate
all- consuming