Friday, March 23, 2007

March 2007

Doesn't Matter


It doesn't matter what I do
Doesn't matter what I say
Doesn't matter how much I love
Doesn't matter that I care so much
Doesn't matter what I want
Doesn't matter that I'd give anything
I see that crystal clear
Tell me I'm wrong

Monday, March 19, 2007

Just from March 2007

Just


In general, human thought is interesting and so random at times. I wonder how sometimes people can think that there are endless supplies of things. Like friends. When you find a friend that you truly connect with, someone you can be friends with, don't let them go thinking there will be plenty of more, because there may not be. Like love. Do people truly think there are just plenty of people that can love them unconditionally and have a connection with? When you find love shouldn't you grab it and keep it so close to you and not let it go? There may never be another love like that. Trust me, I've thrown plenty away, mostly because it turned out not to be what I expected or wanted, but once or twice I have lost something special that I wish I hadn't lost because it has been almost impossible to find again. The more times my heart gets broken the more jaded I get. I get more and more picky and won't settle, which is actually making it harder and harder to find LOVE. I've always lived life thinking it won't last forever because it won't. You have to just give and give in order to receive, don't waste time thinking of all the bad stuff or the possibility that you are making a mistake, because life is full of mistakes and it's fine to make them, but you'll never know till you try.

Writings from March 2007

Soon


All I want is the wind in my hair
I wanna feel the cool ocean breeze
Feel the sand between my toes
Find peace and contentment
See the sunset on the water
Let my thoughts just float away
Get in the car and drive away
Into the night I will go
I'll hold your hand
And kiss your soft lips
Right on the shore
Like we are where we should be.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Satisfaction from Early 2007

Satisfaction


As I open the door
My heart already pounding
I wanna feel you
Grabbing me, Kissing me so passionately
Tear off your shirt
Kick off your shoes
Stay awhile
Pulling you to my bed
Peeling off the last of our clothes
frantic to be close
in your arms
Kiss me again
Make me Yours
Slide your finger into me
Kiss my neck
push me on the bed
Put your hand in my hair
Take me now
Don't wait
Feel with me
Oooooh baby
You know how I like it
Feel you deep inside me
Look into my eyes
See my soul, see my love
Touching me
My legs are shaking
Feeling you
Yes, Yes, with me now
As one, mmmmmmmm
Satisfaction
Kiss me once again
Soft and gentle this time
Touch my face
Can you see me?

from March 2007

Share


Share your secrets with me.
Share your heart
I know you're scared and unprepared
But just try
Please tell me I'm not the only one
Who is vulnerable
Share your dreams with me
Share your blankets with me
You're scared like me and that's ok
Just leap
I can see it in your eyes
Everytime I try to leave
Something keeps pulling me back
Telling me I need you in my life
Tears run down and cut through my heart
When I've done all I can do
It's up to you.

Early 2007 ramblings

IF


If I disappeared would it matter?
What if one day I didn't wake up?
Would you even care?
Would only one tear fall ?
Would your heart breaK?
Would you wish things had been different?
What if I slipped away into the night?
What if I gave up and went away?
Would it even phase you?
Would you lose any sleep?
What if I was gone for good?
Would it hurt?

Saturday, March 3, 2007

Something from March 2007

Something


No place I'd rather be
than here loving you.
Giving what you'll take
Taking what you'll give
Spoiled by your touch
Soaking you up
In your arms, feeling your lips
My heart could explode
I try to control it
Try to stop it
Brings tears to my eyes
I just wanna scream it out
Feel the passion building
Grab you and show you
Don't be scared
I'll protect your heart
Just take my hand
I'll show you LOVE.