Monday, May 21, 2007

Caught Myself Thinking- May 2007

Caught myself thinking
Might be lost in a moment
completely consumed
Where is my love song though?
Lost in a moment, but where are you?
I smile so you won't see
I laugh so you can't hear my heart beating so hard
I can't see clearly when you're around
You're the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
You can't tell, I can't breath when you smile at me
I keep wishing on stars, pennies, rainbows, anything
I'm looking for a reason not to leave
If you don't say whats on your mind
Give me a little more you
It's the little moments that count
Worry less and have more of these moments
I don't wanna spend my life waiting
So give me a reason to wait

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Words from early 2007

Words
Words can mean nothing
Or they can mean everything
Not hearing them can hurt us
Having to hear them can hurt us too
Certain words from certain people mean the world to us
Some words can shatter our world
Some words are misused frequently
Sometimes we use words lightly when they are big words
Sometimes we don't say the words we are feeling
Words can make you smile
Words can make you cry
Sometimes you can say words without speaking them
but sometimes you need to just say the words.

Monday, May 14, 2007

In My Dreams- Early 2007

In my dreams
Someone is there
To hold my hand
To give me hugs
To listen to me talk
To be supportive
To be open and honest
To kiss me in the morning
To walk beside me, not behind or in front of me
To say I love you when I need to hear it
To keep me sane
To make me go crazy at times :-)
To prove that there are good guys left
To laugh with
To share life with

Saturday, May 12, 2007

More from May 2007

It would make me smile.....


It would make me smile
To see your face everyday
To kiss your lips every night
To feel the heat of your body in my bed while I sleep
To reach out and hold your hand
To be able to understand each other without talking
To be the one who makes you laugh everyday
To give you a reason to smile each and every day
To make dinner together
To wrestle for the remote control on American Idol night
To sleep in late on Sunday mornings with you
To just sit beside each other reading good books
To go to Galveston for my first time with you
To have you check for 'bad guys' upstairs
To tell my deepest secrets to you
To be able to cry on your shoulder when something goes wrong
To be able to call you mine.
To know you know how much I love you.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Writings from May 2007

I Can't Think Of the Right Words to Say


Pulling at my heartstrings
You pull me one way
Then push me the other
You don't even realize
Or you don't even care
I would leap off anything
If you just asked
We made something together
But it will be mine alone
Forever I will be grateful for this gift
Unconditionally I love
Without expecting anything
But wanting everything
Dream big right?