Monday, January 1, 2007

from January 2007

Flood My Mind


Thoughts of you float through my head
Constantly pulsing through my veins
I feel like thoughts of you are my air
I blink and there you are
I can't concentrate, can't think clearly
Can't sleep at night, Can't function daily
It seems like forever I've felt this way
You didn't return the love
My mind races in confusion
Why didn't you tell me this till now?
How could you wait till a time like this?
You have no idea how my mind is overwhelmed
Love is one thing, being IN love is another
So many reasons it would never work,
Yet my heart argues.
Unhealthy obsession? Or Nature uncontrolled?
Peace of mind is all I seek.
Undying, Relentless, Unbridled Love.
I will not forget, but I have to breathe in and out.
Let my mind think more clearly.
Let peace and quiet come over me,
So I can see what I need to see.
Ever been scared to death that you would make the wrong decision? It makes me cry and hurt to think that I'll do something wrong and won't be able to repair the damage.

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